Lari the Leper

Swiffers are good. The landlords and the house manager are re-doing the hardwood floors at my place. Lots of dust. So rushed this morning I forgot to put the cats away. Luckily the woman doing the work put the cats and the litter box in my room. Suprisingly my room doesn't smell like cat shit (or the smoking has diminished my sense of smell). Also forgot to cover the amp and dvd player. Hope the layer of dust that covered the living room won't damage them too much. Oh well.

Writing again. Seems to be the only thing I can do to please myself. Masturbation so not cutting it anymore. Either real thing or nothing at all. Ok not true but I think it while masturbating. Oh god I'm a self loathing masturbator. Eh, better than being a jerk-off.

Found a way to make me care about my current gig. Goes a long way towards actually doing the work.

Hope I don't hurt or kill anyone tomorrow. Wish me luck, I don't think my faith in God will be enough.

Thanks everyone for the open ear and supportive words. I'm doing ok. We're doing what we can for what's best for both of us right now. So yeah.

Give me a call if you want to hang out.